We were found out by some patrolling guards, so we gathered up out things & went to the back alley of the chalet to bbq!

Amazing darkness...

The spread of food, as cooked mainly by YungYen, Justus & JM! Didn't eat much due to my braces...think in total I managed 1 taiwan sausage, 1 otah, 2 corn, 1 squid pack & 2 potatoes =( Shouldn't have eaten the squid! Meanwhile, Alicia was showing the few of us in the room about some people from the old NJD group, not to mention some videos about NJD as shown on Ch8!
Felt a sense of sadness, both from the tendency of the older students to look back into the past & being part of this new group which isn't half as good as the current blacks...it just isn't right to cause others to feel a sense of regret. Wonder what should I do sometimes, because I know that I can be fast, but always failing to be fast during kicks since I'd be tired out from the training, which aren't very vigorous...or I should just exercise more, sleep early, & eat more complex carbohydrates!
Hmm... I mean, this is something which I'd been wanting to join since July 2006( to brighten up my dreary life, no less, as I cannot live without Science & the Arts), and I finally did on Jan 21st 2010, after much waiting, evening classes from JC on Thurs & tuition class on Sunday, disapproval from parents & even more stress from trying to divert my thoughts to other "safer" sports, but was eventually led back to NJD. Who knows, maybe I'm just this person born with many crosses(pains in life) to bear.
Back to topic, after the guys were done BBQ-ing the food, they got back...and we all forgot about marshmallows! YaYan came to the chalet just after BBQ though. Michael & his gf, and YungYen left after BBQ. I went off to the toilet to floss teeth, then I had to put my foot in my mouth & said that I wanted to bathe, and missed some exciting parts of "Truth or Dare" when I could have remained in the room, still dressed in the day clothes instead of pyjamas T.T I have nothing against pyjamas, but it was rather awkward to be the only one fresh from a shower!
For "Truth or Dare"...I chose truth 1st, which was to pick a guy in that room that I would like to kiss *sweat*! Picked ZR cos I knew him the best out of the 4 remaining guys. Picked a dare when it was my turn again, and YaYan pointed out that suddenly everyone looked more interested in the game. Am I such a boring person?! Gosh.
I know I tend to keep quiet because many people would be talking at a time when in a fairly big group, and I'd be the one passively listening at the side since it's pretty impossible to get a word in edgewise(and to reduce the noise level). Furthermore, I'm not exactly a chinese speaker, so it does take some time for me to comprehend the things that are being said. When I was showering, I could hear everyone speaking excitedly in chinese XC not that I can't understand some nor am I against it, but I would appreciate if people do not judge me before getting to know me better 1st. Sometimes I wonder if I'm hindering their enjoyment though XC stinks to be the minority.
Anyway, in total, I gave away 1 kiss and got 3 in return...the one away was on the back of ZR's shirt... for the other 3(with 3 other people), 1 was a peck on the cheek while the other 2 were on the lips omg. Didn't see any happen haha! Changed to charades, which YS joined after a lil persuasion since she guessed quite fast, & I noticed that I kept my eyes closed while imitating alphabets! Felt like some silly small kid when I did that XS Justus & YY were quite funny, ZR reminded me of jelly & GM was like a mime lol!
Back to "Truth or Dare", and the last few things I remembered doing were doing this nose to nose thing to GM which is something like an eskimo kiss, & getting tickled by almost everyone there dotssss. The former was quite amusing, as YY or Justus commented that GM blushed even though the room was semi dark lol! I heard that I did this chop with my leg to ZR during the latter, which I thought was weird since I couldn't see a thing while struggling to fend myself from the mutiple tickles. 5 of us had a late night chat, and was surprised about a few things, I daresay...but after much consideration, I guess I can look past some things, since I initially felt weird from the chat. They're all lovable people in their own way, and everyone's imperfect. Just hope I can remember this!
Prayed before sleeping when the 4 left for the beach to play with sparklers at 4.45am! Felt stronger in faith after the mini chat, after feeling empty for quite some time. Set the alarm for church which I would go to in BoonLay. Had the whole single bed to myself, and was next to GM, who was next to Alicia. Heard weird noises coming from the kettle(as though boiling), so I got up to off the switch. Grabbed my rosary from my handbag and slept with it, since I felt slightly afraid. Dozed off.
Woken by chatting, and saw my handphone & got somewhat annoyed, since it was 7.30am & I had to wake by 8.15am so I could reach back on time for church! Pity that I didn't have the willpower to get out & join some for breakkie =(( But I was thoroughly exhausted! Snoozed, then woken by hp alarm which I could barely hear, and back to sleep. Were it not for my mom's morning call at 8.30am, I would've slept through =X Rushed to prepare, & when I was fully dressed etc the rest from breakkie came back, & 3 occupied my recently vacated space on the bed LOL! Ate my cookies N cream hershey bar as breakkie, then GM accompanied me to the monorail.
Got back to lakeside at 10.30am, dad fetched me to church, and for the 1st time in a looong time, I was early for mass by 10 mins!! Awesome! I struggled to stay awake though, almost fell asleep when we had to stand. Back home, in the afternoon, I slept for 4 hours straight!