Friday, September 10, 2010
Hmm...I admit that the past few days' worth of events and such have left me feeling crappy and utterly unmotivated to talk much to anyone since I noticed their behaviour in my presence...been feeling left out on some occasions to the point that I was actually quite glad to head home for dinner yesterday as compared to the previous times. Apparently nobody seems all that interested recently, so I suppose, hey, why the heck did I even bother to mention when I'm usually the one listening & taking interest in the other side when my side's being ignored just because I happen to converse in English! Grr. I know that moods affect people, but at least show some attempt to acknowledge my presence and ask how my day went etc, cos I'd appreciate that.
Honestly, most of the time, I really think that I don't belong in SG...who knows that i've been born to the wrong family staying in this country...Not that I can't understand chinese nor do I find it grating to listen to people conversing in chinese, but i'd appreciate if people take interest in my point of view, expressed in ENGLISH. Furthermore, which person likes to be stereotyped by others? I'm just me, and me alone. Don't go shooting your mouth off or think that way just because the situation looks like that for the moment. Would you like it if I were to stereotype and assume how you should be like just because of a few occasions?? Obviously no, right?? I'm not trying to be harsh or whatsoever but just been in a pissy mood lately, due to my observations.
Oh well...after this rant I suppose I'll still give people a second chance...I mean, nobody's perfect, but if nothing improves then I guess I'll drop them like a hot potato. This post doesn't flow too well, cos I'm just puking out my thoughts at a time when I'm not all that fired up over the matter. Sigh.
One last thing to add...do not to others that irritates you...
Aww you're so cute!!